My current state of mindfulness (or lack thereof) is in shambles. I confess to the crime. Lock me up, please! Am I frustrated? Sure. Will I haul myself back up and into the healthy lifestyle of which I dream so longingly? Yeah. Eventually ~er~ I mean soon! I'm at my weakest during those few hours after work and before bedtime. Or as it's been lately, couchtime. I'm in a rut. How do I get out of it? No really, how? I have some ideas and maybe with hubby's never ending support (I'm lucky that way) I'll get back on track.
A friend of mine described a challenge or hers perfectly (you know who you are, and I am thankful for your insight!!) " and I found myself saying simultaneously "A-HAH!" and "Why didn't I recognize that in myself before?!" She wrote (and I'm paraphrasing) "When I exercise, I eat more because I feel I earned it. I exercised!!!" I know, right?? Why is it so easy to sabotage ourselves like that? Is there some kind of hardwired defensive mechanism involved? I can't imagine what that would be, but it would be a great excuse. Sure! What can I always use more of? Excuses. Of course.
So in the name of "Continuous Improvement", to decrease the number of nonconformances, decrease the number of opportunities for failure and increase profits & success and simplify, I'm embracing the philosophy with the aim to make each week just a little better than the previous one. Are you with me? I sure hope so. I don't think I can do this alone.
My short term goals for improvement include:
- Vitamins/supplements: I take various herbs and vitamins twice a day. Last week I missed 5 doses. This week I'm doing better (final report this weekend).
- Exercise: Last week: twice on the treadmill. This week: three times on the 'mill and one really good power walk outside. In the cold. In the arctic-level cold. In the mind-numbingly, frost-bitingly cold. Three times on the 'mill.
- Food journal: Last week: Didn't do it. Not a single food entry, not a single point counted. And now that this week is almost over, I can say I made no improvement in that regard. So this will carry over to next week where I won't count points, but just by virtue of documenting my food choices, I will regain some level of control and reestablish the habit of journaling. oof.
I took this somewhere along the section of the Appalachian Trail known as "The 100 Mile Wilderness". Can you just feel the peace? Yup. Me too.
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